adin's world

Christmas! when i was you christmas makes me remember the time when I was with my parents and sisters

Every year we just celebrate the Christmas in the village, with all the people who live in there, we invite them to come singing and dancing in the day till night we play a lot of game and got a lot of gift when they won the game. Smiling face and sound of people they laughing are unforgettable memories.

I left my small village when I was 11 years old it was the last time that I celebrate Christmas with my family. and my lovely sister gave me a small gift, she said to me that keep smiling my little bother I’ve  not seen you smile that much since our father pass away, keep smiling your smile is always make the people wants to smile with you your smile is like a sun in the noon that shining: she say while touch my head and pull  a small box from her bag and give it to me, open it she said ….  I opened and it was a small dome inside with water and snow and the angle standing and in her hand she hold the lute and her lips was open just like she is singing.

After I left them there I’ve never have a good time like that anymore I miss them a lot since I leave every one also left the village,, big sister move to Bangkok the capital city of Thailand, the second sister move to the north of Thailand, the third went to America and after she finish her university she went back and get marriage and then she moved there with her husband, the furs went to Australia and get marriage  and live there also, the fife was in Paris  but then she move back to Thailand after she get marriage and her child ..,  I don’t really closed to them much accept the number eight she is older than me 2 years and we are very closed to each other  an she is stay with my mom always after I finish school in SG I went back to Thailand for studying a bit of cooking and small things during applying for the university of Washington DC, but then I change my mind ; I went to china with very small details of china and Chinese people I don’t even understand what is.. 你好..

The first class has begun I made some friend in the class in the first year I have made only 2 friends they are not that close but we talk every time when we are in the university, dinner sometime but very little, its more fun when you are in the second year coz there is a lot of new thing to do a lot of new students and yeah! I try to make another 2 friend whished from Japan and we are good friend until now.

 Let’s get back to the Christmas story    since I went away from home I don’t really celebrate anything much even my birthday I don’t smile and almost forgot everything. Almost forgot the words that my sistersaid to me me. I almost forgot everything because I’ve been far away for too long from home.

Nowadays I start to know some one; some one that make me wants to smile

Some one that makes me wants to move on to the future and some one that I can trust again

 Since my father pass away  I never find the filling that I can trust anyone anymore, maybe I love my father so much I trust him so much and suddenly I’m loosing him and never can get him back again, I pray every night praying that I would see him in the dream some where but he never come back to me even in the dream.

It seems like the god listening to me he didn’t send my father to come and see me but he send some one else that in real I can touch I can feel and I can be with him, I don’t for how long it will be, but for now I know my heart is smiling I will take as much as I can because I don’t know the future what will happen.

I would do anything to be with the one that make me smile and bring me a happiness thanks god that listing to my pray thanks god that you really send some one to me and make me smile again

Amen.

一年这么快！ 马上就到12 月份。 冬天又到了，我最不喜欢的是这个时间。因为冬天让我觉得很 不舒服。要穿很多衣服 。

但是 有时候  冬天让我觉得很有意思， 当时我到上海的第一次。 我真的不知道冬天 是什么样的，我还穿短裤， 背心， 到了 上海的飞机场我还觉得这么热， 我还想 为什么有人满我的呢，上海不是很冷得啦。

拿到我的包了马上出去 打 车了我才知道冬天  是这样的，又冷又湿  我 冬 死了。。。 我马上 打电话给朋友帮我带 暖暖的衣服给我。

想到这个事情让我笑了。但是到现在我也还不习惯上海的冬天。 我还记得两年前

上海下了很大得雪 那时候我艘不了了我就跑到泰国去了。

 每一年的，冬天让我想到了很多以前的事情， 有好的有不好的。。。。但是事情已经过去了 不呢把它改回来。

这几天冬天慢慢 来， 我也慢慢开始穿了很多衣服。有的恩说 。。 ADIN 你穿那么多 衣服干吗 ?? 我说我是泰国人我不怕热但是我很怕冷。

我希望我能有一短 时间 ， 想到北京 去湖雪 但现在还不知道，只要慢慢等了。

我希望朋友们呢看得懂我的中文。。。。 这个是第一次我用中文学的BLOG。

 theres one kind of birds, they born to be couple, and monogamous Relationship.

in the picture he's partne got crash by car... and he just went to see her. he cried and screaming

but it's too late he's partner is dead... in normall life  this  species of birds never want to get a new partner, and all of them arethe same.  and the love that he has for he's partner.

he will just staying there protect he's partner's body till he get tired and no more energy and at the end he's going to die .is a bit sad story that got from thai webpage and i just ask if is there some one to edicate they life for the partner like this?? not for the same like this but.

I closed my eyes slowly, stretching out my hand for a hand-shake

I would just let my heart do all the talking

Delivering the profound feeling from one heart to another

Did you hear it?

This world looks so desolate amidst her thousands of population

But there is someone who makes my heart throbbing with joy

The moment my glances met you, the world started to change every day

Becoming brighter and more promising

I know that my heart just can’t be wrong, from today onwards my life will be fine and rest assured

I used to love myself only, and nobody else beyond that

But from now on, I’ll love you

From that day onwards until now, from the very day that I started to fall in love with you

From that moment onwards my heart is forever warm

With you around there is a meaning for everything

You have made the sky brighter for a weakling like me

Now I know whom I should love

And living for from today onwards

It’s almost the end of the year, and I think for many peoples are preparing for the long vacation already…. I won’t say every one got the same way to find the place or thing to make them self relaxing.

But for me, if: I got a long vacation sometime I just doing nothing. Just find some nice music or read good books it’s another way to comfort me and make my self relax.

Or sometime if  I feel like oh I’m always at home then I just go out and looking for some adventure thing to do so going like bag pack it can feel lonely but in another way it can be fun can feel very exiting  because you will never know on the way ahead what will you meet

Or sometime I just doing gardening growing plant change the location of the plant or add some color of the winter flower, it’s very fun when you see your whole apartment surrounding by the flower and plant.

All these photos are taken by me, the place, fish, flower and so and so..... i like to make a photo everytime i took it i just put my feeling in side ehc picture ech feeling. so enjoy while you are looking at them and feel with it.......

This is my little prince,,,,,, "Isabale" must be a gilr's name hu? but he got this name by mistaken; the owner told me that he is the girl!...... after i took him home and 2 months later, i found out that he has the tool like men's has. so i brough him to the pet's hospital and ask the doctor to chek it for me... and the reasult is he is a boy,,,,,, but its already 2 months so he get use to this Isabale name. and i like it too so i didn't changed untill now. my cat its special and he is will be always special for me. love me must love my cat too.

I was disappointed with this stupid thing was plan already for this evening for visiting you but than I take the job first take it more important than you.

I feel very sad with this stupid thing, and I’m angry at my self also that always late for everything.

Didn’t know why I’m so upset about this, upset that I couldn’t go and be with you.

I miss you very much and feel sad every time when I turn on your blog and hear the music that you add on.

I don’t think I can sleep tonight. Coz every week this day I’m always with you, touching your skin, seeing your smile, talking with you, hugging and being beside you.

its make me sad, sad because I’m missing you missing the moment that I’m with you I shouldn’t lose even so a little time, coz every minutes with you is the treasure that I’ve found, it’s the moment that I’m always looking for.

You are a perfect one who is willing to do anything for me today.

I am a dreamer who just knows that I am luckier than any other one else

However I am getting more and more worried, fearing that one day I may lose you.

I know that you got the feeling for me, and I treasure you as much as I can.

I also know that in your mind, I'm the one that always thinking about

As we have just begun to love each other today, everything is so promising.

But as time passes by, it may not be like this anymore.

Could you accept the fact when that day finally arrives?

When everything that you have been dreaming of just fades away

Would you still love me, should you discover one day

That I'm just an ordinary man who loves you ?

I know I’m afraid, afraid of being hurt because of love.

Like everyone else they wish to be in love. Eventually it will have to end somewhere.

I may not know what lies tomorrow.

But I know I will love you all of my heart. And it is the only thing that concerned about us.
If you are ready I will be ready also. I will walk the path that I have chosen.

No matter if it is good or bad I will be united. I will play our roles till it ended.

I will then know the outcome with you.

Just both of us have to be confident. No need for us to make a promise.

Just devote ourselves deeply in our heart. We have to see to it that we will not be afraid.

Do you miss me when we don't meet?

Do you miss me when you're lonely?

Do you miss me when there's no one to argue with?

When you go out to somewhere with no shoulder to cling to who do you miss?

I feel bad that I was cheered up and amused by that.

I know that I'm not good and not warm like that.

When we are far away for a very long time, I'm not sure, but we may forget each other

Could you please answer me that you miss me?

You don't have to be sweet. I just want to ask you...

Just like I miss you, and wait for the time and see you again

I miss you everyday. From the moment I wake up in the morning.

I turn on my computer and look at the picture of us when we went for a walk together

The radio from my computer continuously plays songs that you loved to listen to again and again.

Though I don't like the songs, but I listen to them because I miss you.

I miss you.

If anyone else says a word to you like I used to tell you.

If anyone else says to you they love you most in their heart, will you change?

I pray that your heart will refuse they words.

I pray that other person will not make your heart move.

Because I am such a long way away, because I am so far away, I tell you straight from my heart, I am still afraid.

If someone else wants to have you to be close to them, will you avoid it?

If someone else takes care of your heart will you  changed?

And I still worry that the the real feeling will perhaps be defeated by closeness, perhaps make all kinds of changes.

Perhaps make everything change.

There was someone who was fated to meet me, and make me forget about all my troubles.

There was someone who came and encouraged me, wishing to be my companion the whole life through.

But then the person left me soon after that, and I've never came across anyone whose heart was sincere.

There was someone who held my hand and walked along, but that also did not last long.

There was someone who made me happy while I looked into the person’s eyes, but later that person said goodbye.
Is there anyone who will really love me?

Someone who will walk into my life and stay there

I'm ready to surrender all my heart to them

Is there anyone who is born to be staying with me together?

Just the first person I see when I wake up in the morning

Just lying next to me when I close my eyes while in bed

Just one person and nobody else

It is true love that will bind us together; we don't just come together and go separate ways later.

I’m praying just for someone like that.

Probably in the sky above is the one who drew our fate.

And made you and me, just so we could meet each other

So that I’d have the chance to taste the joy

And so we’d have each other, and this great day.

If my life is without you, how will it be?

My life would have no meaning and no strength.

This tough body will lose all strength. There is no hope that I will have joy.

Tomorrow, if I were to wake up, look over, and not see you...

Just thinking about it makes me confused and afraid.

If we must separate without any reasons, then you probably know that I will be sad.

Sad until the day I die.

Let’s talking about the food…… I really enjoying when I’m doing thing in the kitchen for example cooking.

Cooking is the most favorite’s thing I’m happy when my friends eating my food….. I’m happy when I can created new dish every single time when I’m cooking it’s hard to explore it out when you are enjoying and happy.

Let see what I’m going to cook today than I think I could find some cod fish and all the ingredients in my kitchen so lets do a ‘’spicy codfish and pineapple curry’’

Spicy codfish and pineapple curry is a Thai dish could call it’s a fusion food because in Thailand we don’t have cod fish normally we just use the river fish like cat fish or even black fish what they call in Chinese （黑鱼）but whatever for now we talking about cod fish lets see what we need to preparing then…

Cherry tomato, basil, bird chili for garnishing

Red curry paste                                              15gms

Pineapple dice                                                 60gms

Sugar                                                            15gms

Basil                                                              25gms

Coconut milk                                                  400ml

Kaffir leafs                                                     12gms

Marinated the codfish with curry paste add a bit of sugar and leave them for a while.

Make the curry boiled coconut milk with curry paste and kefir leafs put pineapple and basil at the end.

Grill or pan friend codfish for 10 minutes check if its cook enough than put it in the plate

And put the curry that we’ve made on the top garnishing by chili, basil and serve.

For the girl who needs to learn how to cook I think this is the easy thing you should start to impress your date or your husband.

Codfish                                                          120gms

Don't think straightaway that I came to beg you to come back, to ask for promises from you.

It's just because I was missing you.

Because we're friends so we should visit each other sometimes.

Anyone knows that rivers only flow in one direction.

I want you to know I'm not thinking of trying to return to the past.

I just want to see the river as it used to be.

Where I used to swim, smile and cry.

To see if it's still as beautiful as ever

I want to ask you, to be able to understand about our lives

It's been a long time since we last met, each day how do you feel?

As for me, it made me feel lonely like the time when you left me.

I've found some one since then

But now I can see that my best friend is still the same as you used to be,

Just want to see the river as it used to be, see where I swam loved and worried so much.

I still love you even if things aren't the same as they used to be.

Hi every one!  oh... "wow" i can't believe tht i'm here, its a bit difficult for me to register and doingthings in the chinese website but well i'm here now.

my name is Adin, i came from the land of angle, i''m 26 years old and&n...